Time

Take your time.
Time to enjoy - enjoy the simple things of life
Time to find - find whats important for you
Time to think - think what you want to do
Take your time - time for yourself.
You've earned it

(Photo made by my sister)

Freedom

A single stray of light
getting through the darkness surrounding me.
This is the chance I have to grasp,
the pain - it goes away.
The gray and black walls are breaking down.
Colors brightening my vision
I can finally see - see the new way.
I have to go.
Leaving behind those memories,
struggling free from the grasp of unhappiness.
Living my life again.
I can't miss this chance - I want to be free.
Hindrances on my way - just jumping over them.
Smiling, laughing - sun shining in my heart.
Everything is basked in light
I live my life again.
Feeling lke flying in the sky,
laying in the grass
- the happiness has no end.

(Photo made by my sister)

Innehalten

Wir machen uns jeder seinen eigenen Weg im Leben.
Täglich eigentlich kreuzen sich unsere Wege mit denen von anderen.
Oft nur für einen Augenblick.
Andere jedoch begleiten uns einen Mal mehr oder weniger langen Abschnitt unserers Lebens.
Und dann gibt es noch die Menschen, die uns ein Leben lang begleiten.

Jeder prägt auf seine Art und Weise, mal in guten, mal in schlechten, unser Sein.
Sie machen einen großen Teil aus, was und wer wir eigentlich sind.

Manchmal merken wir erst zu spät, wie wichtig sie in unserem Leben sind

(Paris, vor Louvre - Bsp. Menschen, die einem begegnen)

Ending (3)

Words of apologize uttering, trying to find the right words - words to explain the seen situation.
„Sorry, sorry for hurting you this way, sorry for making you feel this way - never wanted to let you be uneasy. Hard to believe, but true - your the only one for me.
Noting is the other girl - just part of my family. Beleive my words, believe in me. Seeing you like this ... is tearing me apart. It‘s killing me, my heart breaks - how, just how can I repent?“
A single tear is flowin‘ down his cheek.
Can I believe - can I hope? Seeeing him,like this - how can I stay full of doubt?
Freeing my hands from his - panic on his face. Soon making place for surprise as I lay my arms around him. Snuggling at his warm side. Lips softly seeking his - forgetting the pain. I simply love him.
His face at my shoulder, whispering. „Thank you for believing me. Thank you for loving me!“

Thank you, thank you for being this way. Being together like this. These moments filled with happiness - please don‘t end.

おわり - Ende

(Photo made by me)

Confusion (2)

Why won‘t you go? Why are you so desperate to speak to me? I can‘t hear a word your saying.
A key opening the door. A little light falling in the room, your figure in the middle of it. Your shadow reaching me.
Softly saying my name, turning on the light. Blinded for the moment, then seeing the terror in your after realizing my tears - I‘m thinking I still can‘t see right.
Stumbling, running towards me - why do you care?
Laying your arms around me - I can fell the warmth. Why are you trembling like that?
Why won‘t you say anything? My heart is going to explode.
Tears are getting less and lesser, I‘m calming down. But the lingering pain is still there.
Pressing me against you, then releasing me but hands are still connected. Finally opening the mouth, speaking with a breaking voice.
Will this be it?

(Photo made by me)

Sadness (1)

Why, why must it be this way, why must we separate? These days filled with happiness,where have they gone?

A cold storm blows through my mind, black darkness takes over the light, blank is my mind the moment I saw you with that woman in your arms.
Now that‘s the only picture I can see. My world is loosing all it‘s colors, I can only see grey and black. I‘m alone now.

Why, why must it be this way? I can‘t stand this pain. These days filled with happiness, where have they gone?

Tears are flowing down, it‘s like drowning in a sea of tears. Suffocating, missing air, the only thing that‘s left is this pain inside.
A lifeless shell outside, walking without a goal at all. Mass of people around me, can‘t see a thing. Just the picture of you and her.

Why, why must it be this way? Scattered is my life. These days filled with happiness, where have they gone?

Isn‘t there a single stray of light, easing my pain? What to do?
Sitting in my room, alone in the darkness. I can‘t stand the light, is this the end for you and me?
The mobile right next to me, your last message unread. the sound of an incoming call cuts through the silence. Your number on the display, but I can‘t pick up the phone. You‘ll give up sooner or later, talking is impossible. Just tears flowing down, I don‘t want to hear your voice.

Why, why must it be this way? Can‘t stop my love for you. These days filled with happiness, where have they gone?

How many days have passed? How many calls have I missed? I don‘t know anymore, can‘t count anymore. Why can‘t you give up?
The sound of steps coming near, hesitating before my door. Knocking, calling my name with your voice. Wondering what‘s wrong with me! How can you ask about the obvious? I can only cry. Why are you panicking outside? Isn‘t this your fault?
Telling me your working - instead seeing you fooling around with a woman. Go away, leave me alone.

Why, why must it be this way? A wall between us. These days filled with happiness, where have they gone?