Maze of Feelings

I've been trying

to figure out,

figure out what all of that meant.

One time being so nice,

I could melt away

under your bright smile.

I would overcome everything

with one word from you.

But then - the next moment

I can't recognise you anymore.

Cold - without words for me.

Brushing away

my hand to care for you,

snapping at everything I do.

I'm being played around.

Just what have I done?

Done to you,

to deserve this by you?

Love of my life

and sudden coldness,

I can't keep uo,

what should I do?

Do you love me,

do you hate me?

I don't know.

What am I supposed to see

in these actions of yours?

A complicated mess,

a raging storm of emotions.

My mind - a endless maze.

Your feelings - a mystery.

Can't sleep,

keep on thinking 'bout you.

I wont accept defeat

without fighting back.

I can't lose track

of what's important to me.

I'll make you see

you can't be without me

standing by your side.

(photo made by myself)